furiousseasons:

theflowersandthetrees:

What is this fuckery? THIS SHIT SENDS GIRLS TO HOSPITALS. I’m sorry, but I don’t want to have the body of a 12 year old. At 5’8, if I weighed 105 pounds I’D BE DEAD. Seriously. Why is this shit on Tumblr? This is about as unrealistic as it can get. I would much much rather be my happy, 5’8 160 pound self then tied up to some tubes in a hospital. This is why girls are so self conscious these days. Because of this bullshit. I’m sure some terribly anorexic girl started this, and look, I’m sorry you have this eating disorder, BUT STOP PUSHING IT ONTO OTHER PEOPLE. If you have a problem with your body you are in NO way qualified to give other people health advice. And don’t give me this “Other girls who are having problems like me neeeed me” shit. No. They need real help, not someone telling them how to properly get away with not eating in front of their parents.

Girls, LOVE THE BODY YOU HAVE. Go outside and play, eat what you want to eat and stop worrying about it. It won’t ruin your whole day, I promise. And please, just be happy, because we are all beautiful, at 100 pounds or 300 pounds.

Ok. I think I’m going to get off Tumblr now before I get more pissed off.

When I was at the perfect weight for six feet (and I was 5’7”) I could feel myself deteriorating and getting really sick so I quit my eating disorder by myself.
This is so stupid it’s hilarious. Oh, and sad.

I think it’s funny that they put the lowest you should weigh, because any lower is unhealthy, as perfect. Like the measurements underneath the Perfect section are the pretty much unhealthy. Like…I’m 5’5 and yes I’m at my heaviest at the moment which I’m toning down to my goal of 115. It’s saying…104 is good. I can’t imagine me losing anymore than my goal really because..I’m not even fat. I would probably have to lose muscle mass after I lost all my body fat..to weigh that much.

Oh my Dolly

How I love you.

(Source: thedollypartonscrapbook, via simplemood)

weed-stash:

This is explains so very much.

..No she wasn’t..Chuckie was voiced by Christine Cavanaugh.

…Yes. So ..many of them. It brought me back to Macon Venue Project days. Kids that were like “Dude got any gum or something because I have been drinking so much stuff and my mom is coming to pick me up.” …

They are just so cool it’s inspiring. 

I really needed last night. It was alot of fun. Ate cheap not so great pizza with my besty Daniel. Went downtown for first friday. Found out there was a hardcore show at Roasted….

“YOU PEOPLE DON’T BELONG HEREEEE!”-Daniel Eberlein 

It was Bob’s 21st birthday we hung out with Bob, Zack, Meghan, Jenny, Dustin, Ben and Bob’s brother Ben. Bob is so silly. I love him. I love him more now that Lindsey is out of the picture. He’s so happy now. 

Smoked hookah for the first time. I mean I’m always going to try some things once. I don’t like smoking really though so that was just another one time deal. Besides..it was peach flavor and I don’t like peaches. 

All these kids at Roasted..little sceney weenies. They were so annoying. This one guy was just like loud for no reason “PARLIMENTS! YEAH!” ..I’M ALWAYS ANGRY. I LIKE TO LOOK LIKE I’M A BAD ASS!!! So annoying. Then a girl is like “What are you smoking out of that hookah thing?” …As if people would be smoking weed out in the open…like seriously. Besides weed would ruin it completely. It was meant for tobacco. Idiots. Laughed a lot over there.

We then walked to the Rookery. Bob and Zack took some shots. We talked and had so many laughs. Bob wanted to go to Element…clubbin. Haha I told him I would go but Daniel is not old enough..and also..Element is lame. 10 bucks to get in. So we walked over to The Bird. I got branded with the X’s. My feet stuck to the floor because of all the spilled liquors and beers from sloppy drunks. I held my laughter in as I watched one of Zack’s drunk chick friends try to apply chap stick. Hilarious. I like being the sober one watching the drunk idiots.Left not too long after we got there to go home.

It was just a fun night. I felt like ..I belonged I guess. Just could laugh, cut up, talk, and have good times. It made me laugh how entertained Zack was with me last night. Like he didn’t know me and he was hanging out with me for the first time. It made me realize we really haven’t hung out and have had a good only fun time. It’s sad..but things are going to change. Summer will be my stress reliever. I’ll be happy. I won’t be suffering depression anymore..just..don’t feel like it anymore. I can’t. 

This is all too great to stifle. 

So this will be my first time ever going to Dragon Con this year…I’m trying to figure out what else to dress up as. 

I totally want to dork out as much as I can. 

Ideas?

Decided to take advantage of having the house to myself and practice my piano today. Improving my voice. Actually learning theory behind voice lessons. I was talking with someone the other day..but I really want to double major. I want to be a Voice major so bad. Do voice lessons and teach for choirs. I’ve always wanted it…but part of me just knows..that idea will be crushed and put down and proven that it shouldn’t happen. No matter how much I want it. 

Anyways, I’m reteaching myself piano. 7 years of piano lessons…and yet..I play like an amateur. I just want to sound like I’ve actually took lessons for 7 years.

noiseseen:

Xavii is an experimental progressive rock band from Macon, Georgia. Xavii has made a name for itself in the past year in Macon forming rhythmically sophisticated rock music and challenging listeners. Having developed enough music of our own—rehearsed at home and refined at gigs around town—we eagerly are in production of next upcoming album.  We are put forward all our resources into production of a home made album to be apart of the Macon Noise Records collection. 

This moment we are spending countless hours in Macon Noise studios recordings and mixing our album. We ask for your help to pay for  the digital “mastering” process that makes the songs ready for CD/Tape, and the physical printing of the disc and tapes.  By participating in this project, you will receive a copy of this new album in either digital, cd, or tape format. Think of your small reward donation as a pre-order with some possible added benefits. Help us also to raise some gas funds for our summer tour up the east coast withTrufflelina

Thank you to you for participating. Thanks to everyone who has come to shows, downloaded our music. Thanks to the venues that have welcomed us.  Thank you for helping this album. BIGGER THANKS to Kenneth Shearer for his continued support to the Macon Noise community with his contributed artwork for shows and album covers. Check out more of his artwork at: http://bemuffriend.wordpress.com/  or http://kennethshearerart.blogspot.com/

Also check out past Xavii tunes at http://xavii.bandcamp.com/..stay tuned for PREVIEWS of a DEMO from the new release. 

(via megdow)

This movie…gets me every time. Once my sister moves out of the backroom soon I’m going to have that vhs player all to myself..and I’m going to watch this.

I really want to watch this right now though. 

(via furiousseasons)

Went to the farm in Jones County today. Heard the Xavii recordings. They sound pretty good. I liked how the bass sounded for sure. Was asked to sing harmonies. I said I will. Not going to take the offer seriously really. Especially while they are on tour this summer. 

Just going with the flow with everything now. I mean I always go with the flow really but I’m just really going to just not over think things anymore and just let everything filter feed through like a sponge. Plans. Music. Church. Job. Anything. 

I’ll do it all. 

Got my Stats final tomorrow and I need an 86 or more to get an A in the class…I really want that A. After school..finally going to get in gear with working out and just having fun.